Thursday, July 13, 2006
i dont like school
i go sch almost everyday
and i do tt same thing everyday
sleep
i sleep during lectures, i sleep during tutorials
wth
go sch for wat
when all i do is sleep
see the clock at the bottom of the page?
tt thing will motivate me to study
every time i look at it
i'll feel guilty that im even here posting these stuffs
time just goes by like dat
it just keeps on ticking
even thou i want it to stop
i have flunk my jct once again
it's time to work hard
it's never too late to start now
i will start now
and i will do well for alevels
that's the only option i have now
everything else have to go
the time i spend online have to be less
less of anime, maple, playstation
and get rid of unneccessary emotions
emotions are often the thing that get in the way most
emotions like "damn sian" "no mood" "dont feel like it now"
they cannot exist anymore
i dont like to do it this way
i dont like it at all
but at the rate im going now
i probably get FFF again for prelims and alevels
im not saying i'll be a chiongster
i'll still come online
i'll still watch anime, maple, play playstation and stuff
but less ba
i cant stop myself from doing these things totally
or i wont be myself at all
the clock is ticking
128 days left
it's vv little
but it has to be done
i only have one option
i only can do well for alevel
i cannot fail
i will not fail
will you be mine; of love and cherry blossoms
|7:43 PM|
